It All Happened within a Month

I apologize for the lack of posts on my blog. Maybe I could say I have been enjoying life to even worry that I own a blog in the first place. During this entire month span, I had myself conjuring several episodes - two could potentially cost me my life and one being no biggie if I was not stressing so much. 

If you were ever in my position and thinking further is something you do often then you are not alone because I feel I may inherited some form of paranoia and I could take the usage to check in with a psychologist. I worry so much that it interferes with my day-to-day life and I think too far ahead to not know how to appreciate the small things in life that needs to be observed before thinking jumbled silly thoughts. For the past few weeks when it all occurred, I couldn't even go to school for two weeks for that matter because if I did, I would sob my way home - enough for me to know that school had been pretty shit to me lately. I couldn't bring myself to eat anything and getting into pointless arguments with my boyfriend/family was bringing my guard down and that big slap across my face was for me to realize I am not myself.

Since I am a new blogger, I am not too keen on expressing every single bit of detail with what is currently going on in my life, but I am working on the fact that I would like to be personal with you and at least give you a heads up on various updates when I am out and about. Perhaps if I do have my comfort zone laying around, I may share catastrophes I got myself into and I'm pretty distressed from the happenings. :(  You know, I appreciate my viewers to valuing me that I do put in effort, and I respect and thank you for looking after my blog because I enjoy meeting amazing people like you and it means so much that I could bring to offer here. 

In the meantime, I hope things may get better by little each day and I did not look it into this way how I will be spending the first few months of 2015. Do not worry because one event may already happened, but life is still an on-going matter. Just keep aiming forward.