I don't get it

When you know that you came through your senses and this is the right moment to be brutally honest about a touchy question that was asked out of the blue and you keep your guard up.

"I am sorry, but I do not return the adequate amount of feelings to captivate your tender heart because I do not see myself as your romantic partner."

This fella who happened fell head over heels the very first thing he saw me at the cafe. The first time he laid his eyes on me, his heart starts to radiate this sensation he has never felt before. He is crushing on me.... Wow I did not see that coming. But was I able to reciprocate the love that he expected me to return....No.

He was a complete douche about my response and yes, we are adults, fucking adults. So why was he not able to advocate my decision and wasn't the appropriate option is to use spare honesty? He basically told me off saying how I lied to him about the snippets of  personal life that occurred to me and nobody had abused me because it was a pathetic excuse for indigent folks---like me--- wanting sympathy. You were never there for the remaining portion of my life, so what gives you the right to say that no one had given me so much shit, that latter was taking my own life is the last resort there is.

It makes no sense why people are authorized to lash out on others because he wasn't mature enough to handle a situation like how we were driven into this position where I am pressured to have his heart teared apart nor did he come in prepared to hear the impossible outcomes. I already did my part, so it is really up to him if he decides to man up and move on or continue his immaturity and make our so-called friendship even more difficult than it already has been because of yesterday.