Change

The term “change” is a strong word---don’t you think so? It varies on what kind of aspects have made an impact in your live that surrounds around you or perhaps maybe something about you have changed. Little changes---like painting your entire bedroom varying from your mood or simply because you needed to update is one reason. Making tiny changes contributes into your development and aptitude to make one of your goals easy to achieve. I would not say to accomplish a goal, but more towards about how you will feel about yourself once there are concluded results for you to express your opinions on. In other words, you do it because your heart desires and tells you to do something to make you feel better about yourself. Perhaps there are the big changes that interject a lot about your character and willingness to go out and make a difference to benefit yourself and possibly those folks around you.

I am sure I have changed and some aspects that used to define me have changed. My ambition, sense of style, perspective, moral, and possibly characteristics that were picked or dropped along my life journey have changed. Now, I can say that I have some traits that have not been expanded or changed one bit, but nonetheless, I have made changes in life to assure me in the long run. To this day, I am still a shy introvert and I am not sure if that will ever change. I think this is why I resort to blogging and writing on my diary as a way to convey my life into ‘text’ as I go because I do not who else I could rant with if nobody feels the same sensation like I do. But why is it necessary if folks have to tell another person, “Oh. Guess what. You’ve changed.” News flash: Everyone changes---whether it is for the worst or the better circumstance for their ideal routine. Day to day, we are constantly circulating and who knows that we may acclimate into new conditions that we decide if accepting or declining the deal will make it worth well in the end. Hence, change is arbitrary and difficult to say when it can occur. Herbert Spencer believed that everything has to change for a reason because the stronger organisms are courageous enough to make change and if one decides not to change, then those organisms are frail enough to struggle and die out. I see it that change is bound to occur and it is probably a good thing because who knows what can happen if we do not have any change. We will still be reflecting back on the past and beat ourselves up by bringing up various “what if” questioning.